rantings..rantings..and more rantings... :|

okies.. another blog from me hehehe... anyways haven't done much during the entire holy week, i was just at home.. so no vacations whatsoever.. hahaha :P

anyways.. just wanna rant about something (as if my blog wasn't full of rantings..XD) but this time it's crazier..from fear to emo to mega ranting mode.. hahaha!! :P

first.. i wanna rant about..TOMORROW!!!

so yes i know my 5-day vacation ends today (i still didn't have classes today--monday coz there's a graduation in our school) so classes will resume tomorrow, which is tuesday. and what can be more fantastic opening up the week but a fantabolous,mind-boggling,nerve-wracking RETURN DEMONSTRATION!!! @_@

for those who doesn't know the word:

return demonstration or [ret dem]--it is a sort of a practical exam for nursing students undergoing major subjects like health care and fundamentals of nursing in which students have to demonstrate a particular nursing responsibility (e.g.vital signs, ERT, CPR)

and for those of you who know me.. i'm quite nervous with this kinds of things... and most especially now, because our RetDem is about ID,IM and SubQ types of injections!!!(ok, rule out SubQ @_@) and that's a BIGGER PROBLEM, because I AM AFRAID OF INJECTIONS!!! it's like putting a frog infront of me [trivia: i am DEATHLY AFRAID OF FROGS].. but the thing is, i don't mind administering the injection to another person.. the problem is when i see the needle puncturing my skin, i get all ballistic (or maybe not.. whenever i go to the lab to get a blood test i NEVER watch the nurse inserting the needle in my vein.. i only watch when i see the blood entering the vial, which i certainly don't mind).. and the thing is, we are supposed to those parenteral methods with each other (meaning by a partner.. so we'll take turns poking each other lol) so i am afraid. afraid of the retdem by itself, and afraid of the injection. waaaaaa!!! i hope everything would run smoothly by tomorrow, and i get a high grade :) *prays and crosses fingers*

second... well... :

to tell you the truth, something's been bothering me for the past few weeks.. or maybe, months (and no.. if you're thinking i'm bothered with the progression the offscreen r/ship of my fave couple ariel lin and joe cheng..you're wrong because i don't have a problem with them really.. i know they just might admit their relationship sooner or later wahahahahaha *evil laugh*) .. i don't really know.. coz the symptoms appeared quite a few months ago.. on the previous months i think i changed. i changed in a way that sometimes, my classmates would just tap me and ask if i'm ok coz they feel like i'm looking in the middle of nowhere.. i tell them it's normal but nowadays... i really don't know. :

another thing.. i am AMAZINGLY QUIET.. which is kinda abnormal because i used to be talkative and lively in the class.. i don't know if it's because of the class (we were reshuffled so i don't know my classmates except for my former 2-2 and 2-8 classmates) so i really don't talk that much.. or i feel.. alone?? i'm really not sure.. i just feel something's really, really bothering me, and i don't know what it is. :

third... mega ranting mode!!

so this would be a lot lighter.. hahaha!! just wanna rant abt how i want to buy an iPod SOOOOOO bad!!! huhuhu... :(( i've been eyeing for the iPod classic 120gb (i don't want an iTouch coz i know it would only end in disaster @_@) and when we (the family) scouted the price, it was 14,000Php!!! waaaaaa!!!!! HOW IN THE WORLD?!?!?! huhuhu... my savings is just halfway the total price.. and my parents restrict me to withdraw... huhuhu :(( waaaaaa... another thing (and problem!), i also wanna buy a digicam!!! but i know it's also expensive... waaaaa.... huhuhu....

WHAT SHALL I DO?!?!?!

OTTOKE OTTOKE?!?!?!?!

ZEN ME BAN?!?!?!?!

('what shall i do' in 3 languages.. haha :P)

anyways that's all for now... i still have a lot to do!! post at arjoe and joe thread @AF (hopefully), practice for the ret-dem and review for the midterms (which is on wednesday!!!)!!! jia you to me!!!